WAKE UP!!!

If only sarcasms are not cruel …

and insults are not mean…

then I’m neither cruel nor mean…

If only narcissism is not an act of vanity…

and hypocrisy is not a disguise for cowardice…

then I’m not a vain coward…

If only self-loathing could be self-redeeming…

and suffocating could be comforting…

then i should live happily ever after…

Nothing starts nothing ends in this city…

Exists only severe lonesome and cruel reality…

What should i do? What should i take?

Reason or quest, not being told…

Saying:"God only knows…" won’t work for me…

But still, i ‘ll look for the light…

I’m the trigger, I’ll search my final way…

Whether I’ll bloom or fall, it’s up to me…