Archive for September, 2006

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Friday, September 22nd, 2006

Plunge from the height…

Surrender without a fight…

Vulnerable against the gravity…

Oblivious from reality…

Feel the weightlessness…

  Feel the helplessness…

    Feel the roaring wind by the ear…

      Feel the heartbeat racing fast…

        Feel the adrenaline…

          Feel the rush of blood to the head…

            Feel the fear…

Till…

  The rope tightens…

    Holds the fall…

      Hanging at mid air…

        For a short moment of stillness…

Before being thrown up again…

  And up and down it goes…

    Losing control…

      And yet in control…

When did I strap myself with bungee jumping gear ? 

  I have simply no idea…

I do, intend…

  Hope…with all my might…

    To fall into your net…

But then…

  I’m losing my faith …

    Before i could reach …

Eventually …

  These ups and downs will stop…

    And I’ll be stuck up in the mid air…

      To decide whether …

        To climb up?

          Or to cut the rope?

Will the rope snap ?

  And I’ll fall again…

    Perhaps…

Soon…

  Time will tell…

My cup of Coffee…

Sunday, September 17th, 2006

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I hate…

  How coffee turns into an addiction…&

    How It keeps me up all night…

      How it burns…&

        makes my heart beats fast…

Especially…

  How it makes me crave for …

    its rich & sweet promises of …

      caffeine ,milk & sugar…

Moments later…

  It puts me into…

    melancholic mood of…

      coldness…

Before i realize…

  it has consumed me…

    before i should have consumed it…

Empty…

   Hollow…

     Bitter…

Then again…

  I crave for another cup…

But what I hate most…

  is to be undecided whether to…

    keep drinking the cold coffee…

      or search for another cup of hot brew…