WAKE UP!!!

Plunge from the height…

Surrender without a fight…

Vulnerable against the gravity…

Oblivious from reality…

Feel the weightlessness…

  Feel the helplessness…

    Feel the roaring wind by the ear…

      Feel the heartbeat racing fast…

        Feel the adrenaline…

          Feel the rush of blood to the head…

            Feel the fear…

Till…

  The rope tightens…

    Holds the fall…

      Hanging at mid air…

        For a short moment of stillness…

Before being thrown up again…

  And up and down it goes…

    Losing control…

      And yet in control…

When did I strap myself with bungee jumping gear ? 

  I have simply no idea…

I do, intend…

  Hope…with all my might…

    To fall into your net…

But then…

  I’m losing my faith …

    Before i could reach …

Eventually …

  These ups and downs will stop…

    And I’ll be stuck up in the mid air…

      To decide whether …

        To climb up?

          Or to cut the rope?

Will the rope snap ?

  And I’ll fall again…

    Perhaps…

Soon…

  Time will tell…

I hate…

  How coffee turns into an addiction…&

    How It keeps me up all night…

      How it burns…&

        makes my heart beats fast…

Especially…

  How it makes me crave for …

    its rich & sweet promises of …

      caffeine ,milk & sugar…

Moments later…

  It puts me into…

    melancholic mood of…

      coldness…

Before i realize…

  it has consumed me…

    before i should have consumed it…

Empty…

   Hollow…

     Bitter…

Then again…

  I crave for another cup…

But what I hate most…

  is to be undecided whether to…

    keep drinking the cold coffee…

      or search for another cup of hot brew…

I’m falling…

You’d pushed me off the cliff…

Along ,but with my accomplices…

You said…

"Don’t worry…

There’s a net just beneath…

To catch you before you hit…

The bottom of the pit…"

And now I’m free fallin …

As everything’s out of reach …

I can’t see the net you’d promised …

Through these thick layers of cloud and mist …

Nor can I see you …

Where are you ?

Are you looking down from the end of the cliff ?

Or you are already waiting for me underneath ?

Why aren’t you falling beside of me ?

看来我已被卷入。。。

这难免的暴风雨。。。

该扬帆乘风破浪。。。

或收帆随波逐流。。。

究仅该如何选择。。。

才能安全无恙的。。。

离开这狂风暴雨。。。

究仅该怎么决定。。。

才能够绝对避免。。。

被残酷大海吞噬。。。

曾经天真得认为。。。

乘着这扬帆大船。。。

一切将一帆风顺。。。

如今我多么希望。。。

乘着一艘潜水艇。。。

风吹雨打刮台风。。。

海面上任何风波。。。

都不会涉及牵连。。。

海底里的潜水艇。。。

The saying goes as …

If there’s a will…

There’s a way…

But often…

Ways come easier than wills…

Most ways…

Can be simply solved by a matter of money…

Perhaps some time n effort…

But a will…

Not merely triggered by sole impulses…

Is just as fragile as a glass bridge…

Although it seems to link me to my destination…

Yet I haven’t the courage nor confidence to cross it…

With convenience numbing my senses…

Lazyness blinding my eyes…

Many a times…

Things I did is because I can…

But not because I want to…

I want to want …

A sudden urge for…

A dire insatiable desire…

A passion so intense…

That I’ll be comsumed whole…

And yet say…

"Ain’t that nice…"

As I burst into flames…

抛下一切 ，留张纸条。。。

抛下烦恼 ，留下牵绊。。。

一个背包 ，一双跑鞋。。。

一段旅程 ，一个梦想。。。

让蓝天为我指南。。。

让星空为我路标。。。

好想好想去流浪。。。

就这样浪迹天涯。。。

很想那么的潇洒。。。

头也不回就离开。。。

但总缺少那勇气。。。

去踏出那第一步。。。

给我一点时间吧。。。

我已学会了孤独。。。

待我习惯了寂寞。。。

就能独自旅行了。。。

炎炎夏日午。。。

黄昏及时雨。。。

眷日不愿归。。。

                     依然放光芒。。。

傍晚下雨了，天空却不蓝，不灰也不黑，一片橘子色。。。

好想把它摘下来，大口大口咬下去。。。

多想心情下雨时，天空也一片橘色。。。

If it had never started…

How do I end it?

If it had never existed…

What was it then?

If it was nothing…

Why did u leave me this emptiness when you left?

I’m still trapped in the maze…

Your footsteps ,my sole trace…

I’m still surrounded by the haze…

Still stuck in the moment of daze…

Wishing this is only a phase…

Eventually I’ll escape from this place…

Hoping the next time when we face…

My heart no longer aches…

看

十， 不对， 十 二 年

飘

过了， 逝去了， 亦失去了。。。

翻

一页页， 童角之交， 陌生的邂逅。。。

仿佛

名， 依然， 熟悉的。。。

脸孔，

似， 变化， 不太大。。。

为何，

却， 感觉， 不一样。。。

If i shut my ears…

Cud i not hear the tickin clock?

If i close my eyes…

Cud i not c this pitch darkness?

I know my time is runnin out…

N yet,

I’m stil searchin for the light at the end of the tunnel…

I know i shud keep on walkin…

But then,

I’m tired of always stumblin over myself…

Can i take the big leap?

Can i  dive into the blue?

Can i ignore my questions?

Cos i dont have the answers…

Can i have a moment?

Jus a lil while longer…

For now…

Let me b ignorant…

I jus wana breakaway from reality…

To my own oblivion…